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In 2012 I...

[ ] Got a new piercing.
[x] Dyed my hair.
[ ] Ended a relationship.
[x] Started a new relationship.
[x] Been on a long car/bus journey.
[ ] Passed an exam.
[ ] Met someone who's now an important part of my life.
[x] Cried on someone's shoulder.
[ ] Had a massive fight with a boy/girl
[ ] Received flowers.
[ ] Had a Valentine.
[x] Written a letter using pen & paper.
[ ] Gone to see a therapist
[ ] Been prescribed medication by a doctor.
[x] Read a really good book.
[ ] Went to the zoo.
[x] Spent too much money on unnecessary things.
[ ] Traveled by train.
[x] Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
[ ] Spent the day out in the sun getting a tan.
[x] Slammed a door out of frustration.
[x] Had an anxiety attack.
[ ] Babysat for a friend's child.
[ ] Had a BBQ
[x] Went to the fair.
[x] Went bowling.
[ ] Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.
[x] Went on a date.
[ ] Been the only sober one on a night out.
[x] Helped someone home after they had been drinking.
[x] Stayed up all night.
[x] Talked on the phone for over two hours.
[x] Supported someone who'd received bad news.
[ ] Watched some kind of live sporting event.
[x] Read an entire book in one day.
[ ] Bought a DVD the day it was released.
[x] Eaten McDonald's more than four times in a single week.
[ ] Cried as a result of exam stress.
[x] Met some incredible new people.
[x] Went to great parties.  
[ ] Fallen backwards off a chair.
[x] Broke my glasses.
[ ] Wore a watch for the first time in years.
[x] Cried over someone in my past.
[x] Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.
[x] Threw up.
[x] Cried over a film.
[ ] Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boy/girlfriend.
[ ] Fought with someone in public.
[ ] Been in a relationship for a year or longer.
[x] Cried in front of someone I adore.
[x] Lost a/some close friends.
  • Listening to: "Sacreligious" nevershoutnever
  • Watching: Tremors
  • Playing: Solitaire
  • Eating: Chinese food and chips

Seven Deadly Sinsss

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 5, 2012, 12:40 PM


Vanity

[ ] You carry a mirror everywhere.
[ ] You carry beauty supplies everywhere.
[ ] You put others down.
[ ] You flaunt or brag about yourself.
[ ] The only topic that intrests you is you.
[ ] You don't listen to other's problems.
[ ] You wear booty shorts.
[x] You wear makeup.
[x] You enjoy attention.
[ ] You like to do things YOUR way and YOUR way only.
TOTAL:  2

Envy

[x] You feel negative about your body image.
[x] You don't have a lot of money.
[x] You don't have good grades.
[x] You're insecure.
[x] Your living conditions aren't the best.
[ ] You cry a lot.
[ ] You are bullied.
[/] You've never been in a real relationship or have been in a bad one.  (I've been in real relationships but it's up to speculation whether they were bad or not)
[ ] You don't attract all the girls/boys.
[x] You think everyone else has better things.
TOTAL: 6.5

Gluttony

[x] You eat a lot
[x] You always get more than what you need.
[x] You always have snacks around your house.
[ ] You drink a lot of alcohol.  
[ ] You always have a granola bar or something in your purse.
[x] You hide food.
[ ] You binge-eat.
[x] You are normally warm.
[x] You can crack a lot of your bones.
[x] You often say, "I'm starving..."
TOTAL: 7


Lust

[ ] You are very sexually active.
[x] You have had three or more girlfriends/boyfriends
[ ] You wear matching underwear.
[ ] You wear a lot of makeup.
[ ] You have fetishes.
[x] You have looked up porn.
[ ] You are a fan of Yaoi/Yuri.
[x] You are not a virgin.
[x] You have '"fantasized".
TOTAL: 4


Wrath:

[ ] You never had a real relationship.
[ ] You go to anger management classes/used to.
[ ] You have to take special pills.
[x] You are aggressive.
[ ] You hate someone.
[x] You have hurt someone
[x] You back-talk people.
[x] You have gotten detention before.
[x] You get into fights - verbal or physical.
[x] You are strong.
TOTAL: 6

Greed
[ ] You are wealthy.
[x] You often buy things.
[x] You WANT instead of NEED.
[ ] You have expensive things.
[ ] You put yourself before others.
[x] You can tend to be a little rude.
[ ] You don't try to save money.
[ ] You own more than two cars.
[ ] You own more than two credit cards.
[ ] You always have to look the best.
TOTAL: 3

Sloth

[x] You don't do gym in school/don't try in gym.
[x] You don't have the best grades.
[x] You procrastinate.
[x] You go to bed at ten p.m. and sleep until 12 p.m.
[x] You often take naps.
[ ] You fall asleep in classes.
[ ] You're often been called lazy.
[x] You don't participate on class
[x] You do the minimum amount of work.
[x] You seldom go to church.  
Total: 8

Designed by PatrickRuegheimer, coded by Nironan12 (with some help from edmunn)
  • Listening to: "Black Dahlia" Hollywood Undead
  • Watching: House
  • Eating: Donuts

Haven't done one of these in a while

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 17, 2012, 10:40 AM


Ganked from :iconmisled-bloodshed:

1. What I primarily think of you as (ex. awesome artist/writer/animator, fan of X, member of Y, etc.)

2. The two colors that you are in my mind

3. A song that reminds me of you (Note: Song may or may not be recognizable to you.)

4. The last thing I did related to you in some way

5. What I tend to call you and say about you when I talk about you to people in RL

6. An animal I think fits you

7. Something I've been wanting to tell you

8. To go repost this on your profile

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  • Listening to: "We All Bleed" Crossfade
  • Watching: House

ohgod

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 13, 2011, 10:51 AM


Someone gifted me a one-year subscription. (;;;A;;;) ♥ ♥ ♥ Time to get my ass in gear and do some artin'! I don't want to disappoint!

So I moved to Texas.
Met a boy.
Fell for the boy.
Found out the boy had been seeing another girl the whole time he was with me.
Broke up with the boy.
Still hang out with the boy.
Still tolerate the boy, even though he is a jackass.
Met a girl.
Like the girl.


I wonder what happens next. (>///u///<)

I've been working on recording some music. Nothing special, just covers of songs(I'm not confident enough to write my own songs quite yet, though I'd love to have Brandon write a song for me to sing. :D).

Whoever gave the subscription to me...
iloveyou ♥

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  • Listening to: &quot;Do It Like A Dude&quot; Jessie J
  • Reading: Eragon
  • Watching: Supernatural
  • Playing: Solitaire
  • Eating: Cocoa-chip cookies &amp;#9829;
  • Drinking: watah

Worth nothing to everyone, something to someone

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 22, 2011, 11:52 PM


Hair Color
[ ] Brown - $100
[ ] Blonde - $50
[x] Black - $15
[ ] Bald - $5
[ ] Other-$75

Eye color
[x] Brown - $20
[ ] Green - $75
[ ] Blue $150
[ ] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15

Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8? to 7' -$175
[ ] 6'0? to 6'7? - $150
[ ] 5'5? to 5'11? - $75
[ ] 5'4? to 5'10? - $85
[x] Under 5'4 - $275

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $750
[x] First Born - $320
[ ] Only Child - $250
[ ] Second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $100
[ ] third born - $550
[ ] fourth born - $300
[ ] fifth born - $400
[ ] sixth born -$215

Drink?
[x] I did like twice - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$
[ ] No - $600

Vision?
[ ] perfect vision $400
[ ] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[x] Glasses $50
[ ] contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$100

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $400
[x] 7 to 10 - $500
[ ] Under 7- $450

Favorite Colors:
[ ] Green-$750
[x] Red - $600
[x] Black - $100
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $300
[x] Purple - $225
[x] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $500

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x] Nope - $1000
[ ] some- $750

3905

Designed by PatrickRuegheimer, coded by Nironan12 (with some help from edmunn)
  • Listening to: &quot;Baby&quot; Justin Bieber
  • Reading: Heidi
  • Watching: Rango
  • Playing: Pokemon Red
  • Eating: Cinnabon
  • Drinking: Jones' Cream Soda

funny how people think they can gauge happiness.

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 4, 2011, 2:28 AM


[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend

[x] You have your own room.

[x] You own a cell phone.

[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.

[ ] Your parents are still married.

[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.

[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard

T 0 T A L: 2 = 2


[x] You dress how you want to.

[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.

[x] There is a computer/laptop in your room.

[ ] You have never been beaten up.

[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.

[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.

[x] Your room is big enough for you.

[x] People don't use you for something you have.

[x] You have been to a concert.

T 0 T A L: 7 = 9


[x] You have over 50 friends on Facebook.

[x] Your parents let you have a Facebook.

[ ] You get allowance.

[x] You collect something normal.

[ ] You look forward to going to school.

[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.

[ ] You play a sport.

[ ] You do something after school.


T 0 T A L: 3 = 12


[x] You own a car.

[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.

[ ] You are happy with your appearance.

[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.

[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.

[x] You have friends.


T 0 T A L: 3 = 15


[x] You know what is going on in the world.

[x] You care about so many people.

[ ] You are happy with your life.

[ ] You know more than one language.

[ ] You own a pet.

[x] You know the words to 5 songs

[ ] You don't have any enemies

[ ] You are a generally nice person.

T O T A L: 3 = 18

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is ?% Happy"

54%. Right.
You can't calculate happiness. Simple as that.
You know if you checked everything, you're over 100% happy? L. O. L.

Designed by PatrickRuegheimer, coded by Nironan12 (with some help from edmunn)
  • Listening to: &quot;Baby&quot; Justin Bieber
  • Reading: Heidi
  • Watching: Rango
  • Playing: Pokemon Red
  • Eating: Cinnabon
  • Drinking: Jones' Cream Soda

With this going around, might as well. (=3=)

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 15, 2011, 1:03 AM
CENTAUR:
[ ] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[x] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[ ] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[x] You are possessive and territorial.
TOTAL: 4

ELF:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[x] You are very intelligent.
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[x] You look very young for your age.
[x] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker.
[ ] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
TOTAL: 5

FAIRY:
[ ] You are happy a lot of the time.
[x] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[x] You are young and short.
[x] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[x] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[x] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
TOTAL: 9

GNOME/DWARF:
[ ] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[x] You are short for your age.
[x] You are an isolationist.
[ ] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[ ] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[ ]You have a short temper.
TOTAL: 5

HARPY/SIREN:
[ ] You are best at talking crap about people behind their backs and and not to their face
[ ] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[ ] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[x] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[x] You love to trick others.
[x] You have a ravenous appetite.
TOTAL: 6

MERMAID:
[ ] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[ ] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[ ] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[x] You are good at swimming.
[x] You like to collect shells.
[ ] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[ ] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
TOTAL: 3

VAMPIRE:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[ ] You are extremely pale.
[ ] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[ ] You are not religious at all
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[ ] You don't like sharp objects near you.
TOTAL: 5

WEREWOLF:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair.
[ ] The ability to shape shift is the best superpower to you.
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[x] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and other wild dogs.
[x] You like to be alone.
[x] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it
[ ] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
TOTAL: 5

WIZARD/WITCH:
[ ] You love chemistry.
[x] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic.
[x] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements.
[x] You are a nature lover.
[x] You have a strong sense of responsibility.
[x] You spend a lot of time alone.
[x] You usually hang around with a certain animal all the time when you feel lonely.
[ ] You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[x] Cooking is one of your favorite things to do.
[ ] You enjoy learning about Wicca and the occult.
TOTAL: 7

ZOMBIE
[ ] You are pale.
[x] You are hungry a lot.
[x] Many activities you do every day make you feel mindless, or like a drone.
[ ] Most of the time, you, or a part of you, are/is cold.
[x] You love to eat meat.
[x] You would resort to cannibalism if that was the only source of food.
[ ] You make grunts and moans a lot.
[x] You enjoy learning about psychology because you study the brain.
[ ] You usually walk slowly.
[x] You are not afraid of seeing a lot of blood or getting a lot of blood on yourself.
TOTAL: 6

I'm waaay more badass thank Thinkerbell. (=u=)

  • Listening to: &quot;Baby&quot; Justin Bieber
  • Reading: Heidi
  • Watching: Rango
  • Playing: Pokemon Red
  • Eating: Cinnabon
  • Drinking: Jones' Cream Soda

My god told me to skin you alive.

Journal Entry: Wed May 11, 2011, 11:18 AM
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Well, I suppose I owe an explanation for my absence. u u;;
Truth be told, in the next couple of months, I'm going to be moving to Houston, Texas to live with my cousni and work at a hospital. Once I've been there a year, they'll start paying for classes pertaining to the work so I'll be going into the medical field. >w<~
I'm not quite sure what exactly I'll be doing but a radiologist sounds pretty reasonable. I don't want to be in school for eight years so I have to be careful with what I pick. > <;;
I'll end up driving there, with either :icondigits999999220: or my dad. We'll be heading down into L.A. then just going over towards Houston. =A=;; Gawd, that's going to be the road trip from hell.

And Jesus, my subscription is running out. <A<;; I'll need to renew that when I can.

Hmm. I guess what's been going on right now is that I went and visited the Caribbean for a late graduation gift from my folks. .w. Booze and mongooses and beaches and food and monkey's galore~
Been dealing with my insecurities the best way I can. > < Particularly dealing with my conflicting feelings for someone I have never met, have only heard about, and talked to once when they were drunk. I mean... I dislike them because of things they did to Chris, and still do on occasion, and for everything I've ever heard about them(which has never been good) but at the same time I want to be their friend? God, I'm so messed up. x3;; There's times I want to help when they're in trouble, and other times I just want to snap their goddamn legs. = = Hopefully I can sort it all out soon.
Chris and I are back together~ We're working on things but hopefully, I'll see him later in the summer. :33 We're waiting for each other. We normally see each other every four months and we're going on five right now, so it's hard. ; ; Ideally, I'll sell most of my stuff so there's less stuff to cram into my car and that will be enough to fly to PHL and back to Houston once I'm there. :3 I'm pretty excited because the economy in Texas is so much better and I'll be closer to Chris. ♥ Things will go a lot better when we can see each other more... ;u;

Gotta go~ When I'm not working, I'm eating and organizing things into piles according to 'wantability': whether I want to sell it, save it, trash it, or take it with me.

.Ash ♥


Dedication
Sick Puppies---"You're Going Down"

Define your meanin' of war
To me, it's what we do when we're bored.
I feel the heat comin' off of the blacktop
And it makes me want it more.

Because I'm hyped up, outta control.
If it's a fight I'm ready to go.
I wouldn't put my money on the other guy
If you know what I know that I know.

It's been a long time comin'
And the tables' turned around
'Cause one of us is goin'
One of us is goin' down

I'm not runnin'
It's a little different now
'Cause one of us is goin'
One of us is goin' down

Define your meanin' of fun;
Is it fuckin' druggin' or guns?
I feel the heat comin' off of the blacktop
And so get ready for another one.

Let's take a trip down memory lane,
The words circulate in my brain.
You can treat this like another all the same
But don't cry like a bitch when you feel the pain.

It's been a long time coming
And the tables' turned around
'Cause one of us is goin'
One of us is goin' down

I'm not runnin'
It's a little different now
'Cause one of us is goin'
One of us is goin' down

This is hardly worth fightin' for
But it's the little petty shit that I can't ignore.
When my fist hits your face
And your face hits the floor,

It'll be a long time comin'
But you got the message now.
'Cause I was never goin'
Yeah, you're the one that's goin' down.

One of us is going down
I'm not runnin'
It's a little different now
'Cause one of us is goin'
One of us is goin' down
One of us is goin' down, down, down

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  • Listening to: &quot;You're Going Down&quot; Sick Puppies
  • Reading: And I Don't Want to Live This Life
  • Watching: Nana
  • Playing: Pokemon Red
  • Eating: Babybel cheese

I'm a horrible, despicable creature. -u-~

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 28, 2011, 12:43 AM


( ) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Deviantart Friends (I believe this is how I came to find my one and only. -u-)
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
( ) Gone mudding
( ) Killed A Snake
( ) Stolen
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
(x) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention [Falsely]
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
( ) Played Chicken
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (=u=;; )
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You (Bring it on, ladies. ;D )
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black-Mailed
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
(x) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Flattened someone's tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
( ) Stabbed someone
( ) Done any drugs
(x) Made someone bleed (Only in the best way... ♥)
(x) Had sex in public
( ) Robbed someone
(x) Kissed someone

Total: 30
If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm below average]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be dead]

xD

  • Listening to: &quot;First Floor Generator&quot; Freelance Whales
  • Reading: World War Z
  • Watching: Burlesque
  • Playing: Dragonage: Legends

Remember Me

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 28, 2011, 11:19 PM
1. First off, what's your name?
Yuuuiii

2. Okay, but what does your best friend call you?
He doesn't really say my name. x3;;

3. Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
Nu. -x-

4. Who is the fourth received call on your call log?
Digiittts

5. If you could change your eye color, what would it be?
Either a slightly lighter shade of brown or indigo(blue-purple).

6. What is the wallpaper on your phone?
A cat eating a bird.

7. How many pillows on your bed?
Currently two, but I need to dig a few out of my clothes pile so I can sleep.

8. Who was the last text message you sent to?
Chris.

9. Is there someone you can't stop thinking about?
Chrisss

10. What was the best thing that happened to you last year?
Last year? Probably... seeing Chris so much. We saw each other a total of four months, I think.

11. Do any of your friends annoy you?
In some way, most of them do.

12. Who's the fourth person on your contacts list?
My aunt Jessie. It's been a while since I've talked to her. < <;;

13. When was the last time you cried from laughing so hard?
I really can't remember.

14. What school did you attend in elementary?
Liberty/Four Corners/Lacomb

15. Do you have a crush on somebody?
Same one for three years.

16. Who was the last person that made you laugh?
Still can't remember...

17. Do you like Quiznos?
I like Big Town Hero better. xP

18. Who do you make fun of the most?
I don't know, really... Probably my mom. She's a raging bitch. =3=

19. What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
Three or four hours, I think...

20. Do you think you've gotten prettier since grade school?
I don't think anyone is pretty in grade school. Cute, maybe, but not pretty. I guess I have but I don't think I'm attractive.

21. Have you seen your best friend cry?
Mhmm... Once...

22. Where did you last go out to eat?
Uh... probably Subway.

23. Do you dance in the car?
Sing, but not dance.

24. What do you think of hunting and fishing?
Too much work. -3-;; As long as I get a skull or some teeth, and you hunt for food, I don't care.

25. Do you and your best friend act alike?
Not particularly...

26. What is a noise that you cannot stand?
Babies crying, hair dryers, really close trains... A few things.

27. Does your mom vacuum early in the morning, when you're sleeping?
I sleep late, so not really.

28. Are your parents in love?
I dunno.

29. At what age did you get your mp3 player or ipod?
Probably around 13.

30. Where did you get your last bruise from?
Dropping lumber on my foot. Ow.

31. Would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over?
Sleep over there, my house is boring.

32. Who is in your house right now?
My dad, stepmom, and myself. And my cat.

33. Have you ever thought you were gonna die?
Plenty of times.

34. How do you like your steak?
Medium-rare.

35. What do you smell like right now?
Coconut and Adora by Kat Von D.

36. Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
I tend to, yes.

37. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Amanda, when I was helping her down some icy stairs in the dark.

38. What shoes did you wear today?
My panda Chucks.

39. What makes you lose your appetite?
Stress, sadness, anger.

40. What color is your laundry basket?
White.

41. Does your mom make you wear a winter coat?
I don't have a mom.

42. Does it contain fur?
...

43. Do you own any Hollister polos?
Hollister can suck a chode.

44. Do you think those stores are too expensive?
Yeah.

45. Where do you shop the most for clothes?
Goodwill. St Vincent de Paul's. Salvation Army. Wal-mart. Target. Sometimes JCPenny and Hot Topic when I have the money. Online sometimes, too.

46. Ever clothes shop at a thrift store?
All the time.

47. Why do you do surveys?
Doesn't everyone do them out of boredom?


48. Can you go on deviantArt from school or work?
No computer at work. No school.

49. Do your parents have a deviantArt account?
Nope.

50. Have your parents seen your deviantArt page?
Prolly not.

Who wants a feature~? ,w,

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 14, 2011, 11:49 AM


Well? ;D

Be one of the first 18 people commenting on this journal entry, and you'll be added onto the feature list below and the three deviations I like most from your gallery.

And if you choose to answer this, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing the list with 17 other people. This idea is not done to get a free feature, its just to help spread the word of art around for everyone. I will check that you have done this or not.

And I'm off~!

1 :iconhollow-frost:
- Muse Profiles--Dracula by Hollow-Frost Muse Profiles--Mistah J by Hollow-Frost Muse Profile: Puck by Hollow-Frost
I know, I know, I can only pick three pictures to feature. HOWEVER. I am judging these three as a whole, as in examples on how she does profiles.
I love these because they portray famous figures from movies, books, and television in her own style and still within character. I love the coloring in these as well, and the linework makes me want to try my hand at it. >u<;;;
- Why Must You Tempt My Soul? by Hollow-Frost
I will always love this picture. It highlights my favorite pairing in such a way that it always makes me want to cry and smile at the same time. ;;;;w;;;;
- Ask Nicely by Hollow-Frost
I really don't know the characters or the game/whatever they are from but I can appreciate the emotion the linework of this traditional piece. It conveys so much so simply. That's not a skill that comes easily to any kind of artist and Miss Frost is well on her way to mastering it.

2. :iconhorace-bulregard:
- my pen exploded... by Horace-Bulregard
This was actually the piece that I came upon that caused me to follow Mr. Bulregard. It inspired me to make my own 'Exploded' piece. It is simple but it really resonates in me for some reason.
- Mr.Faun Mask by Horace-Bulregard
I really admire anyone who can make things like this with their hands. The mask is rough and rugged but it has it's details.
- Grungeball by Horace-Bulregard
And some traditional art. His style is very unique and so is his ability to design characters. This one is named Bernard(the same as my first big bear :33 )and he's quite the interesting fellow.

  • Reading: The Ring
  • Watching: The Princess Bride
  • Eating: Duros de Harina

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Journal Entry: Thu Jan 13, 2011, 12:22 AM
Back in Oregon, back to work and life.

Got a Minolta MAXXUM 330is RZ from my stepdad for Christmas. It's a film camera so I'll be taking some time in learning how to use it before I start spreading my /wonderful/ photography to the masses.

.Ash

  • Listening to: &quot;Self-Conclusion&quot; The Spill Canvas
  • Reading: &quot;The Lost Boy&quot;
  • Watching: V for Vendetta
  • Eating: Coldstone Creamery cupcakes

Hory shet. .A.

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 10, 2011, 8:43 PM
I'm on an airplane right now.

Just thought you should know.

-u-;;;

  • Listening to: Airplane noises
  • Reading: &quot;And I Don't Want to Live This Life&quot;

2010, you certainly were strange.

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 31, 2010, 8:53 PM
You brought me many smiles, many more tears, and a few friends. I started the year with my boyfriend and I'm bringing in the new year with him tonight, along with his best friend/my son.

I came away from people that proved toxic to be around and I was toxic to them, so everyone benefited. I made new friends, including making up with someone that I wronged and have been wronged by.

There isn't much that I can think to say and I'm sorry.

To you,


:iconsolanum-v-b: My lover, we've been through what no couple should ever have to go through. And you know what? We've suffered. Our future is uncertain and we don't know if we'll make it. I don't have much to say here that I haven't already said.
I want to make it. I want things to work. I want to be with you. I want only you. I hope we can come to a compromise because… otherwise, we'll be with each other but not together. I want both… I don't think that's selfish…
You're emotional and irrational and you can be a real ass sometimes but you know what? I can be too damn logical, think with my head and not my heart, and be a cold-hearted fucking bitch. We match in every way. I didn't think I could find that in someone so different.
You; the playboy, the ladies man, beautiful and flawed and hidden.
Me; the bookworm, the shy kid, small and scarred and scared.
You've changed me. In the best way possible.
I love you.


:icondigits999999220: You have helped me through everything I have had to fight through this year. You have become my best friend and I'm so happy I have someone like you in my life. If there ever was a perfect person, you would be it. You're always there for me even when I don't deserve it, and you know how to make me smile even when I don't want to. We share interests, we don't, we can gorge on Taco Bell, we can stuff ourselves with Voodoo, we can watch movies until we can't even think. We're friends. I love you, my sweet Digits. Here's to another hundred years of super-special-awesomeness.


:iconzombieliciousfreak: I never thought we would become this close after all that happened between us. People would probably think our friendship is strange, maybe even wrong, if they knew our past but you know what? Who cares? We're friends. That's all that's important. We can talk and joke and laugh about just about everything and that's all I ever wanted in a friend, in you. You're talented and beautiful in every possible way, even in your flaws because even they are beautiful. You always know how to make me feel better and knowing that I can talk to you almost every day makes me feel even less alone when I feel that way. Thank you, Emily. I love you to little bits, pretty one, and lets show everyone what we can do.


Amanda: My cute twin, I only met you not even a month ago but I know I want to be close to you for a long time and I don't want to lose someone like you. And not just because we look very much alike, but because you are a kind girl and a loving friend and I want to be the same kind of friend to you. I want to be the kind of girlfriend you are for my Chris and I hope that I can do that soon. Stay amazing, lovely. ♥


:iconblues-antenna: We don't talk too often but when we do, it's like we were never apart at all. Joking about the same things, talking about the new, agreeing, disagreeing, laughing, crying, over Taco Bell and over smudged lineart. Let's stay friends, okay? Maybe that can be a New Years Resolution… to stay closer?


To everyone else; thank you. Even to those that I have wronged and that have wronged me, thank you. I wouldn't be where I am without you. I wish I could say everything for everyone but I don't think I can, I would start crying and would have to call you and tell you how much I love you and miss you.



I don't have many New Years Resolutions… Maybe I do…

    * Be a better girlfriend.
    * Be a better friend.
    * Find a better job(s).
    * Work harder.
    * Go to college.
    * Become more skilled at old-school video games.
    * and some new ones
    * Take better care of myself.
    * Sing more.
    * Dance more.
    * Paint more.
    * Write more.
    * Speak my mind more.
    * Smile more.
    * Laugh more.
    * Hug more.
    * Be more loving.
    * Be less angry.
    * Be more forgiving.
    * Never hold a grudge.
    * Talk to friends more.
    * Spend more time with family.
    * Forgive my mother.
    * Stop forgetting everything.
    * Get off my pills.
    * Be a better person.
    * Be a good person.
    * Learn how to fly.

Have a good year, everyone. I wish you all the best. ♥

.Ash

  • Listening to: &quot;Twinkle Twinkle Little Star&quot; Dead Space
  • Reading: Carrie/A Child Called &quot;It&quot;
  • Watching: Avatar
  • Eating: Waffle Crisp, cotton candy, ice cream, breadsticks
  • Drinking: Water

BANGERAAAAANG

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 29, 2010, 12:43 PM
CHARACTER MEME

Tagged by the ever-elusive :iconblues-antenna:

§ Post 9 facts about your character.
§ Tag 8 other characters.
§ Post their names with the creators avatars.

Soren:

1. Because he is so outgoing in public and is the center of attention while doing so, he is extremely meticulous when it comes to his appearance. He isn't vain in the sense that he thinks himself /that/ good-looking, he wants to look good because he doesn't want to be forgotten or remembered as only the goofy-guy. He wants to be memorable in attitude and appearance.

2. He doesn't want to be forgotten because when he was younger(Before he was a vampire, back in Ancient Egypt), he was a slave to a pharaoh who would tell him he was extremely forgettable. Once Soren was turned and he lived a few thousand years, this pharaoh wasn't mentioned in history too heavily. So begins his obsession to be remembered.

3. He actually works for a vampire-hunting organization, able to work for them because he has sworn to never drink the blood of humans and only kill who they tell him to kill... at least, that's what he says. It's suspected he doesn't work for any such company but there's no way to prove this.

4. Despite how long he's lived, he has never forgotten a single person he's loved and still loves them to this day, no matter what he says. He's lost loved ones to war, old age, suicide, leaving him, and him needing to run away to protect them.

5. When the technology came around, he found himself enamored with film-making for a time. Any films he made, mostly documentaries and short psychological thrillers, were burned once completed.

6. He's considered one of the more powerful vampires to have lived through history, considering he's fought in every war from the time of Ancient Egypt and he has educated himself through the years in every subject he can get his mind around.

7. He considers himself terribly awkward, socially, even if he can hold a conversation with just about anyone. This comes from his worry that he'll be forgotten and so, tries to make his side of the conversation memorable, even if it means it will become ridiculous.

8. He loves take-out Chinese food. His room is decorated with the boxes.

9. He prides himself on his hair because his time as a slave forced him to shave his head. He holds a certain level of disgust for those who willingly choose to be bald.

Zelea:

1. Although she is Chinese and doesn't understand a lot of slang terms in English, she can understand most Russian though she can't speak it past basic numbers and phrases.

2. She is obsessed with Western horror films. Because she can't sleep much, she spends most of her time watching them.

3. She wants to learn how to play some sort of instrument or learn how to sing at some point. Being so sheltered in her early life, she never had the opportunity.

4. Though she isn't aware of it, she can't have children. It is possible for her to conceive but it will end in a miscarriage.

5. Cars and trucks frighten her terribly. When someone gets in one ahead of her, then she's okay with being in one. She hates walking by roads because of this. She also doesn't know how to drive, ride a bike,or operate anything with wheels.

6. She is almost always moving. She spends a lot of her time wandering around the mansion at Retribution, with no goal in mind. Even when she's in her room watching movies, she's pacing or doing something with her hands, like fiddling with a Rubik's cube or polishing her staff.

7. Though she is naive when it comes to emotions, she's read enough books to go off of how they describe certain things to know what she is feeling.

8. She detests rain. Just the feeling of being wet when she shouldn't be bothers her.

9. When she comes across something she's trying to say but can't finish because of her limited vocabulary, she gets incredibly frustrated and usually drops the conversation she's having so she won't humiliate herself further. This rarely happens because, more often than not, she thinks about what she's going to say before she says it.

I tag... :iconhollow-frost: : Ben. : D ♥
:iconblues-antenna: : Hebi and Sain .u.
:iconzombieliciousfreak: : Uh... The zombie guy. >w<;;; Or Celia(if she still exists).
((^^Did you know Celia and I share the same birthday? .A.))

XDDDDD

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 29, 2010, 12:56 AM
How long without air can you go?

RULES:
1. Hold breath.
2. Hold down the fullstop (.) button.
3. Unhold it when you have to breathe again.
4. GO!!!

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Good lord. . .
((It looks a lot more impressive before you preview/publish it. > <))

  • Reading: Fables
  • Eating: Cotton candy
  • Drinking: Water

ohgodakjfbskdjgbskdgjaksjhfb

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 25, 2010, 7:43 AM


I'm sitting in the Portland International Airport, with an hour to go until I board my plane for Delaware. .W. Very few of you can comprehend how excited and hyper I am for only getting three hours of sleep.

♥ ♥ ♥

On the way, I'm stopping in Phoenix so it'll be all nice and toasty there. >u<

Merry Christmas, everyone~~~ : DDD ♥ ♥ ♥

  • Reading: And I Don't Want to Live This Life
  • Drinking: Fuze Peach Mango

.A.

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 21, 2010, 8:35 PM
Edit: They're heeerreeee~~~ .U. ♥ ♥ ♥ I'll put up some pictures once a nice day for taking photos is here. Maybe in the snow?

Update-type things are in order, I suppose. (>U<) ;;

Shit in August.
Drama in September.
Lulz in October.
Lull in November.
Delaware in December. ♥
Yeeeeeeeeee +squealtired+

Also, free samples and clothes purchased from the beautiful and talented :iconrimfrost: are on the way to their new home: mine. (〃∇〃)

:iconyuui-sensei:
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:iconsolanum-v-b:
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:iconwuvplz:

  • Listening to: &quot;crushcrushcrush&quot; by Paramore
  • Watching: House &amp;#9829;
  • Eating: Peach sorbet

11/9/10

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 9, 2010, 9:44 PM
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
Mmmmmmmmyes.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
In person, Digits. By any means, Chris.

What do you normally do before you go to bed?
Eat and interweb. =w=

What do you often find yourself thinking about?
Why time is so slow. -A- I mean... really.

Somethings you do often?
Much internet, including dA, Facebook, tumblr, eBay, and YouTube. Reading. Eating. Sleeping. Listening to music. Watching House. Watching children's movies. ♥

What are you looking forward to?
Christmas... Chris... T T ♥

If you are extremely quiet, what does that normally mean?
I'm thinking, I'm sad or I'm tired... I sleep lots. > <;;

Last time you cried?
Eh, a little while ago.

Is there someone you wished was still in your life?
Mmm... Kind of. I had a really good friend when I was eight years old and she was my only friend for a while, but I moved and lost contact with her...

What are you listening to?
"Nightmare" by Avenged Sevenfold 8D

Has a boy ever made you cry?
Mhm...

Did anyone make you laugh last night?
Yus. : 333

Are you simple or complicated?
I don't know. Ask someone.

Plans for today?
Sleeeeeep

Are you a good listener?
Tries. >w<;;;

Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
Meeeeee.

Do you miss someone?
Mhmm... ;^;

What is your current mood?
Meh. Mildly hungry. Sad. Kinda hurting.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
I like to think so...

What are your plans for Sunday?
Work, probably. xP

Do you like your life at the moment?
Mhmm.

Can you handle the truth?
It's a lie. =3=

Currently wanting anything?
Yesssss. ;//A//;

Are you thinking about someone right now?
Maybeh. < <

Ever been arrested?
Nah. -w-

How late did you stay up last night and why?
Midnight, I think? And... I was tired. I don't stay awake. xD;;

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Nah... I like where I am.

Which of your friends lives closest to you?
Digits. .w.~

Are you mad about anything?
Nopeeee.

Do you think relationships are worth it?
They are worth learning from, at the very least. : 3

Do you trust people of the opposite sex?
Certain members, yes. (cwhutididthar ; D)

Do you hate anyone?
No. xD I'm the hate-ee, not the hater, apparently.

Anyone upset you lately?
Naw. xP

The last person you argued with?
Chris... I'm sorry, sweetheart...

Do you get offended easily?
Rarely.

If you could say one thing to anyone what would it be?
Ohhoho. =w= What I would say...
I say on my tumblr, dummy. ; P

Who's the last thought you had about?
Guess. .w.???

Brutal

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 28, 2010, 11:35 PM
HONESTY MEME
~> post this into your DA journal.
~> others will reply with what they really think of you.
~> cry, because this meme is so brutal, and it hurts.